Not together

I feel sick inside
Thrown back in time
Hurt someone, said something
What can I do to make it right
Deep down I know
It's not really my fault
I shouldn't hurt this way
But my insecurities
As they wash over me
I'm succumbing to it
I can't fight it now
And here I am
I want to continue
With trust and hope
What am I so afraid of
It's all different here
But I don't know that
On the inside
My fighting heart
Is hurting now
It needs forgiveness, reassurance
Of things it did and didn't do
Don't give up hope
There is a plan, there'll be a day
Don't give up on me yet